Life has been exceptionally crazy lately.
The last month has really tested my ability to multitask and stay on top of things... especially the last 2 weeks. Coming back to work this time has been easier in some ways. We have childcare that comes to us so that I don't have to worry about waking up the kids and getting them out of the house on time. I am able to just focus on myself in the morning and that makes everything infinitely easier. This time I have also learned that it can be nice to spend time with other adults and test my brain occasionally.... and I love that I get to use my work wardrobe again.
I hate that I am missing milestones and important moments. It breaks my heart to see Henry struggle with some pretty intense separation anxiety and I have a tough time mustering up energy at the end of the day. Meal planning and cleaning take up any other free time I may have and my business has taken a bit of a back seat.
To be honest... it has been incredibly hard. But at the end of the day I know that I have the most incredible support network and seeing the excitement on the kids faces when I get home always gives me my second wind.
I hate that I am missing milestones and important moments. It breaks my heart to see Henry struggle with some pretty intense separation anxiety and I have a tough time mustering up energy at the end of the day. Meal planning and cleaning take up any other free time I may have and my business has taken a bit of a back seat.
To be honest... it has been incredibly hard. But at the end of the day I know that I have the most incredible support network and seeing the excitement on the kids faces when I get home always gives me my second wind.
Mrs. E
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